Sick ):

This week was disasterous . Almost sick for the whole week and now I'm down with fever! This sucks big time ): didn't celebrate 4th month anniversary with baby. Wasted, I swear I gonna celebrate our half year anniversary after my o's!

Going holiday on november with sist, his husband and babyboy and hopefully hongkong next year. So many events after o's and I just couldn't wait! ): Gonna work and earn money for shopping and overseas trip!! (: alright, ending my post here. I love my boyfriend! <3

BBQ @ pasir ris park.

Went for julia's 17th BBQ on saturday ! Reached at about 7pm, had a great day. Kartrider competition with them was splendid ! Laughter everywhere, good food too! Esther's skill was remarkable! :D

However, I fell down on the rock floor , ended up with " holes " on both my knee cap ): baby piggy back me all the way to the wash room and clean my wounds for me. How sweet of him ! <3 haha only one picture for the day!


Did badly for my maths paper one. It really sucks when I studied and my efforts all went down the drain. Maybe something is wrong with my method of studying. One month more to o levels. Stress >

Memories.

Gonna upload photos from my camera like finally ! Photos are taken from 2 different days (:

Went down bedok point to look for baby's aunt! ((:
His nephews and nieces are soo cute! Holding my hand walking around arcade (:

Eastcoast park for cycling and rollarblading w/ baby , ben, weiping, ahsoon & christy^^

Fated.

Do you believe in heaven's will ? Do you believe in everything that happens around you is fated to be ? I don't. I always believe that our future falls in our own hands. What comes around goes around. Sometimes I wonder if there's really a past life, or reincarnation . To me, it's still a mystery. Everyone will have to leave this world one day, so don't waste your time on people or things that doesn't worth your time. Move on.

Tummy's upset today. Gastric acts up all of a sudden. Killer for the day. Alright, that's all for today. Gonna rest early. Lastly, I love my baby boy .

21st.

21st, a special date to most. Even my birthdate is 21st! (; Happy birthday to Joey seah jingyi! Eventhough they've left school, no doubts. We're still sisters. We cry together, laugh together, joke together and play together. Happy birthday my dearest aiai! 生日快乐! (:

21st, is also the beginning of my new life this year. Be it happy or sad, it's all in the past. Baby is just so nice to me that I'm doubting if I'm really worth it. Whatever it is, I wouldn't want to leave anymore regrets in my life and I'll cherish whoever That step into my life (: families , sisters, boyfriend <3 always there when I need it the most. Thanks! <3

Smurffy day!

Emaths paper 2 today! Easier then paper 1 I guess. Hope I could clear my maths this time round! :/

Ended school at usual timing today likea shiok ! (: Wanted to watch Johnny English but it was fully booked. 扫兴! Turned out to watch smurf instead. That show was terrific! Humorous and great story line. 5 star ratings! ((:

Had a great day with baby today too. Gonna mug for physics later on! Physics paper please go easy on us tomorrow )':
Party world & drinking tomorrow to celebrate friend's birthday. Pocket having a hole soon! )':

Alright! I smurf you readers! Hehehe! (: 
And lastly, I love my boyfriend!

Devastated .

Day totally ruined totally. I made a grave mistake that I shouldn't at all, everything seems so unreal. How I wish everything was just a dream. Doesn't wanna elaborate on the matter, all I can say is, I regretted my actions and it's too late.

Emaths paper 1 was tough today, hope p2 tomorrow wouldn't kill me. I have to do well! >: Anyway, there're so many movies on screen now and I want to watch it! Johnny English especially ! ((:

Finally going to cut my messy hair on Friday! It better turn out nice(: Lastly, missed baby like mad yesterday. He went Malaysia for shopping !!! And he went to search for 7 shops to get the stuffs for me. So sweet of him <3 hehe I love him to the max! Alright, shall stop here. Got chased to bed now!

No one else but you.

Here to keep my blogger alive! Slept in school for more than a hour in the morning. Effing tired! No matter how early I sleep, I'd still be tired! :/

Met gina for studying @ compass today. Apologies as I'm late, causing her gastric pain . Guilty! But still thanks to her for teaching me maths. (:

Gonna change my screen protector later on. No more privacy ): baby, I hope you know that I really love you and I hate to lose my temper at you. Such a mood spoiler. 

Emaths preliminary on Monday, goodluck to everyone! (:

Demoralized.

Science practical and chem paper was a goner. ): demoralizing ! I swear I gonna do well for my physics and maths before o level. Motivation please come! I must have a sense of urgency now. I hope it's not too late though.


Anyway, baby slept at 3 and woke up at 6 just to send me to school! <3 love baby ttm hahaha

Hectic day @ school

Preliminary 2 science practical . Pray hard I wouldn't flunk it! :/ whole day in school today is self - study. Great, but boring at the same time. Maths really kills brain cells like seriously! :/ ending school at 5 today 

How I wish o level end faster! Ok, I've been repeating myself for more than a hundred times! *exaggerating* hahaha. Alright, gonna emo in class with joycelyn now! (:

Stressedddd ! :/

O levels coming very soon ! Getting so uptight and nervous when people mention about exams. I'm not ready yet! But I just can't wait for it to end . I want to work & shop , work & shop. I wanna spend time with my boyfriend lhw! He's so sweet to me <3

Although strict, but deep down, I know he cares alot. I really appreciate you baby. I love you, thanks for being there when I need you.